I have found pride in what i am,
in my pain i found pleasure.
reveal themselves from hollow darkness
they are not consumed by emptiness
they are filled with the wildest energy
that i have ever experienced.
I have died and been reborn
with every new tear into my soul
new eyes to look upon this world.
I have drowned in pleasures i never thought desirable.
Yes my demons haunt me
But what they haunt me with
is both a curse and a blessing
for i suffer and suffocate
in new worlds, new words and new strengths.